Do you really love me? Ch.8

BPOV









"Please, PLEASE!" I yelled over and over. "STOP!" I knew it would do know good to scream, but I couldn't stop. I kept hoping someone would be out walking, hear my and screams and maybe save me. But the more I thought about it, what if I was saved? Where would I go? What would I do? How would I escape Billy for good? I would have no one. The Cullen's were working with Billy. That hurt the most, but I had to stop thinking about them.Then there was my mother...no I cant think about that now. Lastly there was my father. Sure I loved him, but in all the years I hadn't seen him I only got one or two calls, and even a letter sometimes. When I moved here he always seemed distant, never really held a conversation. . Maybe Billy got to him to.

My body ached and burned from being cut open and thrown. I felt the blood from my head flow down the back of my neck and pool onto the collar of my shirt. I felt someone grab my bloodied matted hair. They lifted me slowly pulling some of my hair out in the process. My scalp screaming on protest.

I opened my eyes to see Billy and Edward staring at me. Billy with the knife in his hand and Edward holding me by my hair. Billy walked toward me, and put the knife to my neck.

"Goodbye Isabella." Was all he said before he sliced open my throat. Blood gushing out. The smell was unbearable. But was shocked me was that there was no pain. I didn't feel anything. I was numb. Something was not right. I felt as if I was being shook over and over.

"Bella, BELLA!" A frantic voice called. Everything around me disappeared I was alone with nothing around. "BELLA!" The voice yelled again.

I closed my eyes confused as to what was going on.

"Please wake up!"  Wake up? What is the voice talking about. I was beyond confused now. Wasn't I dead? Didn't I get what I wanted?

I opened my eyes to try to figure this out. I was shocked to see my self in the guest bedroom at the Cullen's, everything normal. I looked over my self, no blood, no bruising, but there was a pair of arms wrapped around my abdomen. My brain was all over the place. I could figure out  what was going on.

"Shhh Bella, its okay, Your safe, it was just a dream. Your okay." That same voice from before soothed. I knew that voice. I turned around to have my guess of who was holding me answered.

"E-Edward?" I stuttered. Not able to comprehend why he being so nice.  He looked at me for a while before he spoke.

"Are you okay?" I just nodded my head, unable to do anything else. "You want to talk about it?"

I thought about it, but decided not to. "No, I just want to go back to sleep."

He stared at me for a while as if wanting to ask me something, but he quickly decided against it. He nodded to me and the started to get up to leave. I did something which not only shocked him but my self also. I grabbed his arm.

"Please stay? I dont want to be alone." I was mad at my self for letting him see me so weak. But I couldn't help it. He though about it for a moment and then laid back down taking me with him. He brushed the hair out of my face, gently pulled the blankets over us, and then started to hum a song. I was about to ask what song but I was to tired.